Lotsa people I look up to, but I just wanted to share some thoughts on a couple for now.  I started looking to them for some inspiration since things have been just so ... geez!!!    You'd think that going into summer school, I'd leave behind the frustration that seemed to fill each day at work.  But no ... I was wrong.    First day of summer school and ... I'm still can't believe the things that happened today!!  Did I miss something??    I have to really thank Reg for making me feel better and helping me with my 'homework.'  ALSO have to give a big thanks to Rhonda and  Helen for such an uplifting and entertaining convo on Messenger!  LMFAO!  You guys are so funny!  Loved the chat and can't wait to execute the "plans!!"

Lately, I've been searching for ways to take my mind off the situations at work.  I guess I've been looking for a source of inspiration.  Last night, the Obispos had a barbecue for Reg's cousin (recently graduated) - she left for the mainland this morning.  Reg and I ended up staying inside the house since we didn't really know any of her friends.  Plus ... someone I didn't feel for keeping company with was outside and just hearing his voice made me want to roll my eyes to the back of my head.  Some of you may know who I'm talking about ... Eileen, Grace?  LOL!  Want to take a guess?? 

Ended up getting into a really good conversation with Reg's mother.  Really long and full of revelation.  She even started speaking completely in Tagalog, so immersed was she in telling me about her life.  She told me a story about Reg and something so sweet that he did as a youngster that made me cry!!  I was so embarassed, she must've thought I was rude because I was trying to hide my face!  I can't even begin on the many sacrifices she has made for her family.  Not just her for her husband but for her sisters, brothers, parents ... the list could go on.  And still today, she continues to sacrifice without complaint or asking anything in return.  So much reminded me of my mother.  I was so reluctant for the conversation to come to an end.  Anyway, thinking of her  makes me realize that I shouldn't worry so much.  Heck, she's been making sacrifices for the last 30 years, and here I am worrying about a few silly things!

There are two other individuals that I also come to my mind, esp. when I start sulking:  Kim & Eileen!!  I have no idea how they do it!!  Keeping their composure when their days have been full of hecticness and deadlines and meetings and more deadlines (not to mention a wedding!!!)!!  And still, after the day is done, they can hold their heads up, smile and still enjoy themselves!!  How these two manage it, I have no idea.  I constantly beg Ei to tell me her secret.  You too, Kim!  I strive to be like them.  Thanks ladies, for always having my back.  Can't wait for Wednesday!

Lately, when I'm in a mood, I put my cel on silent mode (I know, bad bad bad!!!) and spend the rest of the night trying not to worry - LOL!  I hate waking up in the middle of the night because then I can't stop myself from thinking ... ended up doing just that this morning (worrying about the lessons for the day since none of our materials were released to us until after class started!!!)  Reg asked me the other day, why is it that when he gets home, he doesn't see the moody side of me.  I told him it's because he makes me forget how I'm feeling for the most part.  I don't want to get corny on you guys, but it's just when he comes home, he finds a way to make me store it in the back of my head ... I don't know how.  Or maybe it's just the cuddling.  That just makes everything better!  LOL!

The whole day, I also found myself alternating between chanting "Chin up!" and gritting my teeth really hard.  LOL!  But the former was inspired by Sheila - who is another one I admire.  Very strong woman.  She is currently in the P.I. because her family just found out her mother has cancer (stage 4 - not good).  Our prayers are with her and her family.

Just wanted to lay that on the table.  Don't think I'm making much sense ... LOL!  Anyhoo, like I said, there are many that I look up to - the ones I've mentioned so far are just a fraction of the people I admire and who inspire me. 

Okay - better go.  Reg should be home soon and I'm feeling for steak tonight!  See you later!